-ΦMy Distilled SpiritΦ-

"幹嘛活像條沒有水的魚"
"呵 我喜歡這比喻..."
"你知道我最喜歡魚半死不活垂死掙扎的樣子了 喔呵" 他露出天真笑容
"果然變態...奇怪的惡趣味"

"喂 你還是別活在自己的世界"
"不然該活在誰的世界啊..."



The impossible dream
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To dream the impossible dream
To fight the unbeatable foe
To bear with unbearable sorrow
To run where the brave dare not go

To right the unrightable wrong
To be better far than you are
To try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable star

This is my quest, to follow that star
No matter how hopeless, no matter how far
To be willing to give when there's no more to give
To be willing to die so that honor and justice may live

And I know if I'll only be true to this glorious quest
That my heart will lie peaceful and calm
When I'm laid to my rest

And the world will be better for this
That one man scorned and covered with scars
Still strove with his last ounce of courage
To reach the unreachable star

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三年前最沮喪無助的寒假看了唐吉軻德原著
心裡暗笑他迂 但事實上心底是羨慕他的
奇怪的是塞萬提斯一開始想寫的的確是部反騎士的諷刺小說
我們卻很難不欣賞那逗趣的浪漫形象 讚頌他的勇敢
我想唐吉軻德自始至終並沒有瘋
他把眾人帶進了他的世界裡玩耍 

對於自己已經二十幾歲的事實始終不太能接受
那仍就像個虛渺概念似地無法確切掌握
也因此有人問我幾歲時我常一時答不上來
與這相反地是
在那之後對於自己正在變老這想法卻不斷在心中盤旋
甚至覺得每一秒都要更加蒼老
也許說了會被笑  不過對於一眨眼就可能年過三十的成年人
確實不會有人再說你長大囉
只會說你變老變成熟囉

到了那時我們還能了無牽掛當個唐吉軻德嗎 

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或許在現實中了無牽掛的另一層意思即是一事無成
空白的年輕歲月